To you that changed my world...

Thanks to you...
for once accompanying me for about a year each and every day...
for once that I'm on top of your list without any doubt...
for once that you would ask and share every of your thoughts with me...
but now everything has changed since...
because i am afraid of getting the same hurtful truth again...
hence, i changed...

To you...
which i have no idea what are you thinking about in your mind...
hot n cold, yes n no, in n out, up n down...
which makes me overly mind over matter because i don't know what should i do...
follow my feelings or not?
hence, i changed...

To you,
that i once believed we will last forever...
that i once believed you are d kindest human being on earth...
that i once believed i can trust you in anything...
But you changed into a stranger which i am afraid of...
i am not sure whether u have changed or i finally found out the hurtful truth again...
hence, i changed...

Thanks to you,
which left me with too much of disappointment,
too much of pain and scar which can never be healed again...
i became who i am...