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Mixed...

It's like im abandoning my blog... just don't have the mood to update about anything... Even not anything about my birthday celebrations...

Because everything is in facebook!!! it seems so convenient nowadays having facebook... so guys, picture wise, please visit facebook... hehe...

Well this year i recieved quite some presents... A badminton bag, nike bottle, GUESS wallet, flowers, ferrero-rocher chocolate, spectacle, a cute bear handphone holder and... i think thats about it...
THANK YOU ALL SO SO MUCH!!! MUAX MUAX MUAX!!!

Actually i was busy preparing for my finals so i abandon my blog for awhile hehe...
just finish exam yesterday...
overall i think i did OK la... but not as well as what i expected...
40 marks for written test in 2 hours and
the BEST part is................................... 60 MARKS for PRACTICAL EXAM in 15 MINUTES!!!!!

Oh my GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So if you dream slightly during the practical exam.... It's time to CRY...

Instead of crying, i sweat profusely during the practical... I think my examiner would be laughing very loudly in his heart.... I was so nervous until the sweat can actually drip onto the model if i didn't 'control' them... God please help me...

The UK Northumbria people came down to assess us and they are marking our test papers too...
I hope i did well enough...

After finals, think of having break??? Dream hard...

Gentleman, Start Your Engine Next Monday for Semester 2!!!

So keep going hsinsian...

Sammi Show Mi Again Live in Genting 2008

When you have such a loyal fan like me, of course i will attend every concert you held... muahaha...

Ya so i went up to Genting to watch her perform once again on sept 27...
This time i bought the cheapest ticket instead because as you can see the concert theme was Show Mi 'Again'... hehe...

The concert was SUPERB!!!
Even better than the last one...
She was extremely HOT for a 36 years old women... Incredible...
She's hilarious...
She sang quite some songs that i loved so much but you won't normally see her perform in concerts...
She sang more songs this time... Duration of concert was longer...
I WAS SUPER HIGH!!!






SAMMI forever!!! LOVE sammi...

credits to cheah wey at convictedfreedom.blogspot.com

Holidays!!!

I finally have A month of holidays!!!

But this holiday i have so MANY things to do... The main HUGE problem is the Biopsychosocial Model assignment... (any idea what is that??) and the English research paper with presentation...
Both have to hand in right after holidays...
Guess what... We have FINAL exam after our holidays too!!!

So what holiday is this? A stressful ONE...

Many things had happened throughout this whole week... Kinda depressing...

My best friend Melissa left me and went to pursue her dream in RUSSIA...
I cried when im sending her off in KLIA...
This is my 1st time crying in front of so many people since standard 4 i think...
*Mel now you know how important you are in my HEART...*

I love you, Goodbye...

2 weeks clinical posting in Seremban Hospital...

I'm officially back!!! For those of you who doesn't even know that I went, at least know that I'm back ok... haha...

So fast send us go posting?
Ya la i also dunno WHY... Actually what we should do is only to OBSERVE... But eventually we did MORE than that... But so far i haven't kill any of my patient lol... THANK GOD...

We rented 2 rooms in an apartment 5th floor high in Seremban 2... Stairs ONLY.
100 per pax.



In the hospital's physiotherapy department, there is a gym and an electro room. Actually there is also a hydrotherapy room but eventually the pool is NOT fill with water but STUFF... how sad... I thought those were the only place a physio is going to work in, but it was a huge surprise to me that a physio also need to go to the wards to treat patient...

Patient who come to the gym and electro for treatment are usually able to mobilise(move)... Patient in the ward were mostly in more critical condition especially in ICU, HDU, CCU and Isolation wards...

In wards, we have to perform chest physio for the patient which is percussion and suction... This is to clear their flam from the lungs.
Patient will definitely feel very uncomfortable when the tube is inserted right through their tracheotomy straight down into their lungs...
Just imagine that...
Even small baby patient will have to go through this horrifying time everyday too...
There's a time where i need to hold the baby tight enough so that his head doesn't move or else the tube will hurt them...
And they kept crying non stop...
I felt so pity for them...
They have yet to enjoy their life but they have to begin it in such a painful experience...

Next we have to do some passive movements for the patients... which means to move their hands and legs in proper way so that they don't suffer from joint and muscle stiffness when they regain their consciousness...
I wonder if they know what we are doing for them... ehehe...
If the patient are those huge ones, be prepared to suffer from back ache the next morning...

To conclude it up, forget about 'those' annoying roommates and human fancying politics, we actually had a GREAT TIME there...
It was my 1st ever experience in my life that i have learned so MANY things in
2 WEEKS!!!
A big thank you to Doris and Kee Lynn for providing us transport throughout that 2 weeks... Love you Gals...
And to our seniors, Sarveeni, Yuva, Kiran and Gowri... THANK YOU!
















And guess what...
We went to PD!! That's actually the last thing you think Hsin Sian would do...
I seriously prepared my umbrella already but...

THAT PART OF THE BEACH GOT SHADE!!!!
Yahoo!!!













And the ONLY time this 2 girls are taller than me... cheh wa... haha...













I also got PALM and FOOT print wert...











We are so fortunate that we live a normal life and so do our parents and relatives...
Please really do appreciate it guys...

Sini boleh bayar saman kah?

Ok eventually i went and pay my summon last friday...
People say pay early got discount...

I repeated that sentence 'Sini boleh bayar saman kah?' for dunno how many times that day...
Let's count and see...

Without knowing the exact place to pay,
I drove to PJ State and i saw MBPJ so i drove in and asked the guard...

Me: Sini boleh bayar saman kah? (1)
Guard: Boleh!
Me: Police punya wo?
Guard: Oh tak boleh.
Me: Then bayar mane?
Guard: Kat police station sana. (finger pointing at a direction)

Then i drove to the direction he was pointing and i found the police station.

Me: Sini boleh bayar saman kah? (2)
Police: Oh saman u kena keluar sini, pusing kiri sana...

Then i drove to that place. Wanted to park inside but outsider cars are not allowed.

Me: Sini boleh bayar saman kah? (3)
Police: Boleh tapi u kena park kat sana (opposite) baru jalan sini...

Arghh, why must they make things so miserable?
I went in there and looked at the sign board searching for 'kaunter saman'.
It directed me to the 1st floor...

Me: Er, saya mau bayar saman.
Police: Saman bukan sini la depan sana masuk dalam.

STUPID signboard!!!

Walked there...

Me: Sini boleh bayar saman kah? (4)
Police: Bukan sini, sebelah...

Crap...

Finally i reached the DESTINY!!!

Police: ok 30 ringgit.
Me: Har, tak boleh kurang sikit ar? saya masih student la tak ada duit. Then hor ini
bukan salah saya o........bla bla bla....
Police: Tak ada duit masih ada kereta ma.
Me: Kerera bapa saya punya ma.
Police: Suruh bapa bayar la.
Me: Speechless...

Malaysia's police... tegas, adil, berhemah? None at all...
Spending our tax payers money for nothing...
They don't solve crime efficiently, people are living in danger all the time...
What they are best at?

WRITE US SUMMONS LA!!!!!

THE STUPIDEST JOB ON EARTH ARE THOSE WHO WRITE SUMMONS...
TELL ME WHAT IS THE CONTRIBUTION TO THE SOCIETY IN WRITING SUMMONS?
TELL ME...

I'VE GOT SUMMONED!!!

Ok my 'fault' was 'halangan lalulintas'...
And you know what, it's really NOT my fault...

My STUPID college does not allow us to park inside that day, then we have no where else to park unless at d road side...
Then the STUPID neighbour INTAN building's people(i don't even know what the hell it is) made a complain to the police...

That is how all of us got our 'ang pao' from POLICE DIRAJA MALAYSIA...

We complain to the college management, and they kick us around like football as usual...
In conclusion, they say they will try to help us REVERSE our summonses...

HOW ON EARTH IS THAT POSSIBLE?

*Pls don't even DREAM about it ok my dear...

We will miss you forever, Mr. Guna...

Mr. Guna:

Goodbye's the saddest word i will ever hear,
Goodbye's the last time i will hold you near,
Someday you say that word and i will cry,
It will break my heart to hear you say goodbye...

lots of love,

hsinsian.

I'm not posting anymore detail on this because I'm seriously not over it yet...
Till now i just couldn't cry... All my tears are still hidden deep inside my heart...
Which is awful.
Just simply how close am I to him...
You should understand...
Then i came to know that...
This is happening because I still can't accept the fact that he is gone forever...

The power of the dream...

I officially started my DEGREE IN PHYSIOTHERAPY in MAHSA college...

1st day was as usual, BLURR... I just stormed into the lecture hall having to notice everyone starring at me because i am NEW...I was late after doing my registration at the office...
The lecture was on Hip Joint Anatomy...

Then only i realised that physio is not that easy to study after all...
So many terms to remember...
Name of each bone and muscle of our body is the most BASIC, those names are killing.

I'm surprise that my class have quite a number of Chinese but Indians are still the dominant ones haha...
But all my lecturers are Indians AND some are purely originated from India...
So you can just imagine their Indian slang, simply incredible... I spent most of the time figuring what English word he is using instead of understanding his lecture.
But i will get used to it just need some time hehe...

Who Knows...

TAHNIAH ! Anda telah berjaya ditawarkan program seperti di bawah :

KOD PROGRAM : WS49

NAMA PROGRAM : SAINS (SAINS DAN PENGURUSAN SUMBER AKUATIK)

IPTA : UNIVERSITI MALAYSIA SARAWAK (UNIMAS)

Ok... This what i got in local uni... AQUATIC?? Anyone?
But its UNIMAS!!! How cool is it, the biggest campus in Malaysia!!
And it is real cheap to study locally...
so... Should I go?

*Because it is cheap?
*Because i want to enjoy Uni life?
*because i want represent Unimas in badminton?

But...

*what the hell am i going to study in Aquatic?
Ans: To make it simple, i have to stand under the SUN, by the seashore, mangrove, river or lake, the hem of my long pants folded up to my knee level, TO COLLECT SAMPLES!!!
OMG...

*What am i going to work as after i hold a DEGREE IN AQUATIC? Income?
Ans: With the government perhaps. Not much definitely. Who Knows.

If i were offered the same course without having to travel across South China Sea, I might go try it out. But Sarawak is simply too far for this course.

Thank god i didn't get an offer to study PLANTS... Just hate plants.
I won't even think about it at all, sorry JESS ahah...

So i will continue my Physiotherapy dream... You can come to me 4 years later if you are having problems with your bones, joints and muscles ok? See ya...

Changing Flow...

Remember last time when we were younger, relatives or parent's friends came to visit us?

Parents usually talk about their kids right?
eg.

1) My daughter now GRADE 8 in her piano lo (then, will get the daughter to 'perform' a bit to the visiting guests)...
2) My son represent STATE in sailing la (this a bit susah, can show medals, etc)...
3) My daughter going overseas for ballet competition o...

....and so much more I am sure you know...

But now the FLOW HAS CHANGED in my house...

When relatives or friends come to my house,
My parents will talk happily about themselves... how proud they are with their own achievements...

Mom's situation:

Come, come i let you listen to my SINGING...
(or she will play the old songs dvd, bring out all her ORIGINAL karaoke vcd collection and her Photostatted lyrics melodies)

And not to forget, her TROPHY!!
*she can also teach people how to sing via phone!! cool...

Dad's situation:

Come, come i show you my CALLIGRAPHY work...
(with all his and his teacher's work laid on the floor, he will ask whether you know how to read them... because those are not ordinary Chinese words, even i can't read at all after 9 years of Chinese education...)

See how the flow changes now? haha... my parents are so cute right...

Another joke for the day...
My sister's friend, forgot what is her name i will just name her cuttie ok?
And her boyfriend's name is David i think haha...

here it goes...
cuttie called David: David ar, your car ar when i stopped in my friend's house hor, i can hear water boiling sound wo... anything wrong ar?

David: Oh no problem la... is like that one cos you drove too long from Malacca adi ma...

Cuttie: Oh ok lo...

Then later on she drove back to Penang...

Cuttie called her BF again after her car broke down 10km away from her house with smoke arising from her car bonet...

Cuttie: David ar, the car got smoke o... then when i open it the car bonet hor, i
checked the car coolent got no water inside le, you din add coolent
for me meh?

David: oh no need to put coolent one ma people say put coolent the engine will suck up all the coolent water la... (Gosh if it is me i will be 'kek' till death
already)

Cuttie: Speechless...

*note her car's 'heating' and 'petrol' meter also spoil already that's why she doesn't know anything wrong with her car... God bless Cuttie...

Moral of the story is:

Don't depend too much on guys, and be smart yourself GIRL!

My Life...

3 more weeks to know whether I'm accepted into a UNI with my favourite course or not...

Please keep in mind it is PHYSIOTHERAPY not Physiology or Psychology ok?

Now i have 3 jobs in hand...
Every morning from Monday to Friday i dressed up quite formal to work in a primary school library...
As what? Library of course work as a librarian la haha duh...

After lunch...
i help my dad to work in his SOHO... but this job very senang one la... haha can watch tv n sleep lol...
But sometimes have to be 'Ku Li' a bit la haha...

Then on Saturday,
you will find me as a badminton coach coaching in primary school also but it is not the same one thank god...
Because the students in the school i worked as a librarian wouldn't believe that I can play badminton... sweat...

So it's true,
SHE WORKS HARD FOR THE MONEY, SO HARD FOR THE MONEY...!!!(it's part of a song, must sing it only got ohm ok?) muahaha...

But now it's school holiday, so i brought a box of books back from the library to wrap, damn responsible right me? haha... if not I've got nothing to do at home i will be bored till death...

Luckily now Astro On Demand got my Girlfriend's drama-forensic heroes 2, so i signed up the drama package lo...
*Trust me, this drama is so COOL!! thumbs and legs up haha...

Oh shoot it 12 plus already, well i can only wish her...
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE!!

Alot of unhappy things happened lately but i felt the most important thing is that people have to learn to let go and let bygones be bygones...
A NEW DAY WILL ALWAYS BE A BETTER ONE...

Lastly i would like to give ALL my blessings to all victims of the devastating cyclone and earthquake...
HANG IN THERE AND YOU WILL SEE MIRACLE!!

Please appreciate your loved ones not only for this period but for the rest of your life!! You will never know whether you will see them again tommorow, so please LOVE them everyday!!!

I LOVE YOU ALL...

Celine Dion Taking Chances World Tour Concert

Celine Dion...
April 13th, 2008...
The WORLD GREATEST DIVA was singing live in Malaysia...
Of course this is a chance not to be missed because Kuala Lumpur is proudly to be the only stop she will be performing in the whole South East Asia...

After 5 years, she's back with more...
Having to go all around the world with her family, name a country, she was there. Allowing each and every soul in this world to witness her GREATEST LIVE NOTES EVER!
This world tour started on Feb 14th 2008 and it is only going to end on Jan 30th 2009...
Aged 40, married to her husband which was her manager since she started her career when she was 12. Gifted with a beautiful son aged 7 years old,
AND she is worth 250 MILLION DOLLARS a year!
Just imagine how many life we need to work to achieve that figure!! Oh my god...

Ok back to her concert...
It was the most expensive concert ever held in Malaysia.
I find it quite hard to describe in words. Because you have to be there and then only you will know how GOOD it was...
She sang 22 songs almost non stop that day,
and a few times solo without any background music. The whole stadium was stunned and all kept pin drop silence to listen...

Although my ticket which worth RM 158 can only see her as tall as 2cm... But
Her performance was SUPERB...
Her singing was INCREDIBLE...
Her voice was POWERFUL...
Her vocal was EXTRAORDINARY...
She ROCKS!!

You may think that I'm a little over in praising her and you were wrong...
She's a legend...
The DIVA of my life...

This is the combined video clips of her i recorded throughout the concert. As you know how far i sat, Don't dream to see her performance clearly... Just enjoy the musician's voice all right?

Some Kind of Happiness

From the time I immersed myself in your world that is so different
I can’t seem to stop sighing
And wet my eyes
I cannot comprehend why life is so difficult, like climbing a mountain
And then I look back at the clothes that I do not necessarily need
What praises have I gained from them?
Then I understand that though you may be used to poverty
Your smiles are simpler than one plus one
From now on, happiness is discovering
That being primitive does not equate to unhappiness
Fulfillment comes from sharing happiness
You and I need to learn
To be able to help you is the happiest of all happiness
There is no need to fight and compete for perfect goals
The biggest success is to have found a mission
To spread warmth, and to create smiles
To enhance lives
Completely because I miss your innocent responses
It’s like a warm promise to be able to contribute for you
As if my heart is as clear as water
Thank you for making my heart so light that it’s able to fly far
To be clear of what I have
And also that I should learn to let go
In the past, even though I’d climbed so many high mountains, how can they be considered impressive?

NOBODY IS PERFECT!

People all want to be more and more perfect in life. Is it so important?

Those who are fair wanna get tent;
Those who are smart wanna get smarter;
Those who have curly hair wanna make their hair straight;
Those who have food wanna have better food;
And so this list would go on and on...

Things are never enough for human. People will never satisfy with what they have.

But...
Have you ever taught of those people in 3rd world country?
They don't have enough food.
They don't have education.
They don't have proper shelter.
They don't have entertainment.
This list would go on and on too...

In all their hearts and soul they just want something, A SIMPLE HAPPY LIFE.
And yet it is so difficult for them to achieve it.

And here we are complaining of our life. How NOT perfect it was. How STRESS we were. How COMPLICATED it was.
Reason: Perfectionist. Crap.

Why does people wanna be so PERFECT? Why is education level, money, earnings, job status, type of car so important? When millions and millions of people doesn't even know the meaning of them.
ARE YOU HAPPY WITH ALL THESE?

Does anyone still remember about TRUE LOVE AND HAPPINESS?
We only have ONE life. That's it.
Being happy is the cure of everything. Live it to the fullest. Love yourself.

If you think that your life is great, congratulations! So spread it to those who need them.
A LITTLE CONTRIBUTION in various methods would MAKE A BIG DIFFERENCE TO THEIR LIFE.
But do it wisely and don't get cheated.

Leave it to the nature...

When people say, leave it to the nature la, canto-soon kei ji yin la, mandarin- shun qi zi ran la...

MEANS WHAT?

Sit down there and don't do anything? This sentence is great, you can use it whenever, whatever, wherever... This term i used it all the time especially in describing FUTURE, TRUE LOVE and even WHAT WILL HAPPEN THE NEXT MINUTE.

So it seems nothing at all in this world we can control, mother nature will do it for us. Unless you can contact her and ask her what will happen next or else, PLEASE APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE RIGHT NOW.
Your loved ones, your friends, your education, your look, your food,your closet, your tv, your bed, your whatever ever... YOUR LIFE!

So What?

Ok my STPM results first...
Although it wasn't very good or very bad but it was still some achievement in life...
At least i struggled through that DARK period... i should be proud of it...
For those who did well, CONGRATS!! PLS CONTINUE TO SHOW OFF YOUR RESULTS!
For those who didn't, it's ok-not the end of life!!
For those who did so so(like me), HANG ON!!

Well i can't complain much because that was my standard, it is how much effort you put in and that will be how much you gain at the end... I won't go around crying or regretting that i could have done better... I'VE TRIED MY VERY BEST!

SO WHAT?

This is just a learning path in life, a curve we must go through...
No matter sweet or bitter, we all learned THE WAY...
Doesn't mean you don't get to study what you want if your results are like A PIECE OF SHIT...
As long as you have the WILL and CONFIDENT, you will succeed!!
You just have to hang on there a little longer...
But ONE most important thing- BE SURE OF YOURSELF, NO ONE EXCEPT YOURSELF WOULD KNOW WHAT IS BEST FOR YOU.

*my post would be a little EMO lately-coming soon*

My Time...

Ever wondered why the previous post doesn't have my picture at all? Ok here's the answer lol...

ALL MINE...




Nice le... Hehe... Im a bit high now forgive me lol...

It's Time!

ok guys i just completed my idol chasing journey. I know many of you have been waiting so i will try my best to upload all the stuff asap. HANG ON!

1st day-Astro drama awards 2007

I went to pyramid with amelia and melissa at 12pm just to see my handsome-kevin cheng.
After having lunch in Kim Gary, we rushed to the event place at 115pm and was shocked to see so many people had already stood there waiting. So we managed to stand at a front spot but it was at the side of the stage. No choice I have to keep my urine in the bladder because once you move out of the crowd, don't even think to get back in. Of course my handsome wouldn't appear so early so we waited for those 'keh le feh' to perform. BORING!

Finally, Kevin appeared! AT 4pm... how long we have waited...
Handsome, leng chai, MAN i wanna MARRY! muahaha...
He was darker than i thought...
okok... then he went down the stage to give out complimentary passes for the awards and his photos. And there he was just in front of me! wow!
Too bad i can't grab his photo to get his autograph on it, shari got it anyway haha..


Then we rushed to find a good spot to wait for the red carpet event at 7pm. Those who were at home may watched it live on astro that day. Did you guys spot me? lol...
Gosh as time goes by, more and more people accumulate there, they kept pushing and pushing especially when those artists came out.
Poor thing my boobs... can imagine?

Although she didn't make it to get the favourite actress award-huge disappointment, we still love her forever... I personally think that the results were fake. hehe...

2nd day-Niu Zhe Shui(Ara Damansara)

Today my sis fetch Mel and I to NZX complex, not the one in singapore la duh...
Where she is one of the artists to perform in the mini concert.
We reached there around 515pm. Event starts at 8pm.
We spent some time walking around that place because it was too sunny that time to start waiting for her at the best front spot.

Guess what...
It started raining very heavily not long after the concert started. Based on my experience this time, don't bother to get an umbrella if it rains next time if you watch these kind of open air free concert. You will get as wet as without the umbrella anyway.
TRUST ME!!
Overall ratings for the concert: OK LAH...

Until my idol came out... EXCELLENT!
We totally forgot about the tiredness on our feet and all sorts of other discomforts!(high together)
SHE WAS AMAZING!


Below is a clip of my hyper idol singing-hua hua yu zhou

*ignore our voice for both clips haha...

This is the second song she sang-fen fen zhong xu yao ni


3rd day-KLIA departure

Last day to see her... Damn emo...
We went to the airport via bus from kl central.
Once reached, we were busy doing our souvenir to give her...
We didn't notice that she arrived already haha...
Then everybody just throw everything a side, grab their camera, go go go! Gosh...
This time we get to take picture with her individually... so so happy!
She mentioned that she stayed a day extra in Msia to shop and finally ate Bah Kut Teh! haha so cute...
Then I handed her my stuff for her autograph.

*Carol the Bonia book you gave me became the point of attraction!*

Charmaine: Li go meh lei ga? (What is this)
Me : Bonia collection book lo... Yau lei ga hehe... (you are inside)
She slowly flipped through the book...
Tina : ??
Charmaine: Yau ngo ga... (there's me inside)
Continue flipping the pages until a page of her photo with Lam Fung having catwalk.
Me : spell cho jor lei ga meng hehe... (they spelled your name wrongly)
Charmaine: yi, hai wo... (oh ya hor...)
Handed the book over to me when she finished.

Shook her hand, slowly walked her to the entrance while handing over some newspaper articles for her to read, and time to say GOODBYE!
We will miss you... Take Care!